Letters of pleasure – 11.3.14 – Task: the bullet

Since my last letter I’ve been thinking about our journey, thinking about the best way to enable you to focus more on your pleasure, on the sensations of your body. So, today I want you to exercise self control. I want you to practice restraint.

This task requires you to become aware of the feelings within your body, it’s reactions, responses, the build up and change in what you experience as you sink into your pleasure. You can only do this by restraint, by holding back your orgasm and truly feeling it grow and build from inside you. I want you to truly feel it. Learn it, become attuned to how, what, where, when and why your body feels the way it does. I understand that you might have reservations about this task. I understand that you might feel this task is more punishment than pleasure … You have to trust me. Every task set, every instruction I give (you) has just one simple and fundamental focus and that is expanding and exploring your pleasure. The only way you … We … Can go on this journey is through you trusting me and you’re willingness to go beyond your comfort zone – for you to let yourself go.

This is your task …

It requires you use your bullet on your clit. If you do not have one you shall need to get one in order to complete this task. Ensure your bullet has multiple speeds (at least 3 speeds)

Tonight when you’re in your bed I want you to lay naked with your pillow under your hips so they are elevated. Turn on your bullet on the lowest speed. Then I want you to gently pull back the skin covering your clit and gently touch the tip of your clit for 7 seconds then take it off. You’ll do this 7 times. Each time I want you to focus on a specific part of your body and how it feels and responds. The areas are:
Feet
Legs
Stomach
Nipples
Breathing
Mind
And naturally your clit/pussy

I want you to focus on the sensation, movement, response, intensity. Feel it. Focus on it. Try to describe it to yourself. How it makes your feel? Embrace it. This task is for you to truly learn your body, learn and celebrate your sexuality.

If you’re unable to focus while you’re touching your clit I want you to repeat that section again. If it helps count the seconds. Remember you must not cum. This is a journey, not a race or destination.

As with the previous task I would like you to record yourself – again. Not to send to me (although you may do so if you so wish). The recording will form part of a future task.

As always I wish for you to enjoy and sink into your pleasure.

Mr E

p.s. you can read our letters here
letter of intent: http://wp.me/p1IvlS-Fk
Letter of instruction: http://wp.me/p1IvlS-Ff
and listen here: http://wp.me/p1IvlS-Fw

Letter of intentions – 7.3.14

I want you to know that I’m writing these letters for you. I’m writing them so that you … we, can go on a journey of your pleasure. When you read these letters understand it’s all about you and only you.

The focus is for you to let go, be free. No restrictions, no holding back, no judgements. I want you to explore and become lost in what we do. I want you to surrender, to submit. Succumb not just to me but to yourself and the sexuality that is within you. My asking you to submit isn’t to demonstrate your weakness; it’s not for me to abuse my authority. Your submission is the opposite; it’s so you can gain power in being guided to something new. Your submission is so you can become free to embrace all of yourself and your pleasure. Continue reading

Letter of instruction – 6.3.14

This is for you. You’ve inspired me. This is for you, for your pleasure. I wrote this so that you can explore, learn, discover … push your boundaries. This is so you can sink into the pleasures of yourself. Sink into your submitting, having your body dictated to, governed. What I ask of you is not about me, it’s about and for you. I want you to feel comfortable, at ease, to feel free in your expression. This space is ours, it’s for you and I so please don’t be concerned with anything else – the focus is just one thing … your pleasure.

This task is called ‘ice’

Tonight you must not cum. You must hold onto it for me.

Tonight, when you’re alone I want you to get a bowl of ice from the freezer and lay yourself down. Place a towel under your ass and spread your legs wide, open the pages of your legs for me. Gently pull back the skin covering your nib. Feel it become vulnerable. Feel it pulse with anticipation. Then take an ice cube and hold it above your clit. Let 3 droplets fall onto your nib – count them out aloud.
Then begin your task… Continue reading

Fan mail: healing of her Yoni by MissBehaviour

So a fan read my Eva story and decided she’d do her own version based on yours truly (i’m very flattered). Her name is MissBehaviour and this is her story.

It was almost a blur, and I say that in the sense of my eyes rolling back into my head, where I was able to see an astral plane of immense pleasure, bright stars, masterful galaxies and acknowledgment of being at one with the grand universe.. centered through the pulsating walls of my moistened vagina. I sh*t you not. My loins seem to know the meaning of life! My waves of orgasmic pleasure, intrigue, heightened sense of adventure and sexual expression has not been invigorated so profusely until as of recent, and I am one to have experienced a number of adventures, but nothing quite like this… Continue reading