Since my last letter I’ve been thinking about our journey, thinking about the best way to enable you to focus more on your pleasure, on the sensations of your body. So, today I want you to exercise self control. I want you to practice restraint.
This task requires you to become aware of the feelings within your body, it’s reactions, responses, the build up and change in what you experience as you sink into your pleasure. You can only do this by restraint, by holding back your orgasm and truly feeling it grow and build from inside you. I want you to truly feel it. Learn it, become attuned to how, what, where, when and why your body feels the way it does. I understand that you might have reservations about this task. I understand that you might feel this task is more punishment than pleasure … You have to trust me. Every task set, every instruction I give (you) has just one simple and fundamental focus and that is expanding and exploring your pleasure. The only way you … We … Can go on this journey is through you trusting me and you’re willingness to go beyond your comfort zone – for you to let yourself go.
This is your task …
It requires you use your bullet on your clit. If you do not have one you shall need to get one in order to complete this task. Ensure your bullet has multiple speeds (at least 3 speeds)
Tonight when you’re in your bed I want you to lay naked with your pillow under your hips so they are elevated. Turn on your bullet on the lowest speed. Then I want you to gently pull back the skin covering your clit and gently touch the tip of your clit for 7 seconds then take it off. You’ll do this 7 times. Each time I want you to focus on a specific part of your body and how it feels and responds. The areas are:
And naturally your clit/pussy
I want you to focus on the sensation, movement, response, intensity. Feel it. Focus on it. Try to describe it to yourself. How it makes your feel? Embrace it. This task is for you to truly learn your body, learn and celebrate your sexuality.
If you’re unable to focus while you’re touching your clit I want you to repeat that section again. If it helps count the seconds. Remember you must not cum. This is a journey, not a race or destination.
As with the previous task I would like you to record yourself – again. Not to send to me (although you may do so if you so wish). The recording will form part of a future task.
As always I wish for you to enjoy and sink into your pleasure.